Going to hongkong le~

Hai.....going to hong kong in a few hours time le....quite miss xintian...told her things i dun mean de...very really really loved her de..but thinking y everytime i love a person 100%...the person will not trust or like mi back de......maybe i am not suppose to be loving people anymore??~ haiz....
Now is 2am le....really dunno wat i can do now...feel like messaging xintian.....cannot slp sia....yesterday drink beer at jurong east......drink le 3 big bottles than go home feel really sad...long time neber try go love people le.....life is so boring i tink without xintian..... hoping that she will come back to mi smiling ...but all will not happen de....i know cause she will still miss her ex de.........i'm a guy that always lose to people's stead......