To Xintian

Hi to xintian....when u are reading this, i think i not in singapore le....but dunno let u read will add to ur worrys anot....but anyway...want to tell u wat i feel before going to hongkong le.... Think really gonna miss u alot...i bring ur pic wif me there.

Hope u will not cut again...u promise mi le k?~ than Even thou i read ur blog, i sometimes will be very sad cause i see u miss people, but not me de.......these past few days thinking on how to solve this problem....i drink, i smk, i do lots of thinking again.....want to cry but i did not....maybe because i was thinking i'm a person that people will love for, yes, and only last for a very short time.

Only wish u be happy and dun bu li wo okie ma??? if u really dun wan mi to love u, than be it ba...i cannot stop people from not loving mi as u told me i cannot stop waiting for u....
Good luck in ur exams and tat hope when i come back from hongkong....i wun get a sms from u saying i'm lame or wat so ever...sometimes it hurts my heart to hear it from you.

Okie le...now 5.07am le....time to bath and go changi airport to board plane liaoz le.....than later i at 5.40 or so ...dunno wat time la.~ will sms u about this thing i want u to read. Anything can just paste a comments on this thing ba....... Last thing to tell u. dun be like mi gal phobia. already said ..u are not mi ...watever i say,maybe u say bad about me ba...really wanna cherish this relationship or frenship. Dun wanna say further le......later u think i Fan...i maybe worry alot.

But hope u dun find me a 2 good person as u say also...than wish u good health and blah blah blah la....byebye~ hope to see u soon again...without u ignoring mi and hope u speak to me ba.