Saturday, December 18, 2004

NightmareS~~

Eh ...habing nightmares when i slp..than i blocked xintian le....all contacts also del off....sianz ji bua...~~ than now at ginza lan shop play cz...haiz...anything contact moi ba...i also gonna change mi blogger add le...okie le than i tell everyone tat i only wan them to see ba~~ tata~!!!

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

New Image

Dear diary....i'm a jerk...i just msg xintian tat i gonna vanish than go off le.....Than its a big decision in mi life le....i deleted off her everything from my life.....her hp number all tat...than i like tat do than i can stop thinking of her......and also like tat i think i can carry on wif mi life ba...i hope~
tata~~ next time than write~

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Sianz

Liew...think i christmas really alone again sia....pui man....sianz....feel like calling xintian out, but than...dunno lehx...Argh....dun care le....go drink till i drunk liaoz le.
All i wan for christmas is my xintian back... :(

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Going to NeverNeverLand~

Dear diary...long since i update le....hmmm...gonna highlight moi hair to red le....sianz man... dunno sure anot red or other colours....hmmmmm....Dunno anyone out there will there be anyone who love mi....YoooooWhoooo~~
Hope if there is, just straight forward tell mi ba...( i wish ) moi beri lazy le..dun wanna think le...i just take one step at a time, not gonna do anything about gals and just let hope come to mi...if hope neber come to mi i also LAN LAN... cannot do anything ...so take care and good health to mi and lots of gals come to mi ba~(hahaha) :P

Friday, December 03, 2004

Life is precious..but i dunno how to protect it~

Yoz~ back to writing this...just now go jurong point watch Without a Paddle the movie....watch le, but thinking alot of things sia..before tat pass by taman jurong when taking bus there, than pass by there think of xintian...already so long le...dunno how is she all tat le, haiz....even a hi message i tink i will be MAN Zhu le....cannot understand love still~

See the movie liao than tink tink tink.....the story line is like dun waste ur time...do something worthwhile....but than i still like haiz....i dun tink i'll have the courage to do things yet ba....

Now only hope things go well....shun shun li li for mi nia....dunno wat i wanna do in life sia....think i earn a bit of money le than go on wif mi plan, set up a mini shop, settle down le than take mi ship liscense than go buy a mini ship (Yatch) than MA chiam be a small captain of mi dreams ba...haha....

Okie le.....hope xintian contact mi ba...hope nia.....than i dun wanna bother her le...hope her n level shun shun li li also...than wish her all the best and Maybe she will neber contact mi again....but i have a small wish is know her is mi fortune le....so those past times are precious to mi...and a gift from her...i beri the Man Zhu le....so dunno will she see this anot....XINTIAN~...if u see this...than just wanna say that Thanz for everything and the time u spend wif mi....really appreciate it....Take care always and wish u luck in everything u do ba~ ....Ciaoz~!