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NightmareS~~

2004-12-18T01:41:00.000-08:00

Eh ...habing nightmares when i slp..than i blocked xintian le....all contacts also del off....sianz ji bua...~~ than now at ginza lan shop play cz...haiz...anything contact moi ba...i also gonna change mi blogger add le...okie le than i tell everyone tat i only wan them to see ba~~ tata~!!!

New Image

2004-12-15T18:19:00.000-08:00

Dear diary....i'm a jerk...i just msg xintian tat i gonna vanish than go off le.....Than its a big decision in mi life le....i deleted off her everything from my life.....her hp number all tat...than i like tat do than i can stop thinking of her......and also like tat i think i can carry on wif mi life ba...i hope~
tata~~ next time than write~

Sianz

2004-12-12T19:13:00.000-08:00

Liew...think i christmas really alone again sia....pui man....sianz....feel like calling xintian out, but than...dunno lehx...Argh....dun care le....go drink till i drunk liaoz le.
All i wan for christmas is my xintian back... :(

Going to NeverNeverLand~

2004-12-08T19:28:00.000-08:00

Dear diary...long since i update le....hmmm...gonna highlight moi hair to red le....sianz man... dunno sure anot red or other colours....hmmmmm....Dunno anyone out there will there be anyone who love mi....YoooooWhoooo~~
Hope if there is, just straight forward tell mi ba...( i wish ) moi beri lazy le..dun wanna think le...i just take one step at a time, not gonna do anything about gals and just let hope come to mi...if hope neber come to mi i also LAN LAN... cannot do anything ...so take care and good health to mi and lots of gals come to mi ba~(hahaha) :P

Life is precious..but i dunno how to protect it~

2004-12-03T10:25:00.000-08:00

Yoz~ back to writing this...just now go jurong point watch Without a Paddle the movie....watch le, but thinking alot of things sia..before tat pass by taman jurong when taking bus there, than pass by there think of xintian...already so long le...dunno how is she all tat le, haiz....even a hi message i tink i will be MAN Zhu le....cannot understand love still~

See the movie liao than tink tink tink.....the story line is like dun waste ur time...do something worthwhile....but than i still like haiz....i dun tink i'll have the courage to do things yet ba....

Now only hope things go well....shun shun li li for mi nia....dunno wat i wanna do in life sia....think i earn a bit of money le than go on wif mi plan, set up a mini shop, settle down le than take mi ship liscense than go buy a mini ship (Yatch) than MA chiam be a small captain of mi dreams ba...haha....

Okie le.....hope xintian contact mi ba...hope nia.....than i dun wanna bother her le...hope her n level shun shun li li also...than wish her all the best and Maybe she will neber contact mi again....but i have a small wish is know her is mi fortune le....so those past times are precious to mi...and a gift from her...i beri the Man Zhu le....so dunno will she see this anot....XINTIAN~...if u see this...than just wanna say that Thanz for everything and the time u spend wif mi....really appreciate it....Take care always and wish u luck in everything u do ba~ ....Ciaoz~!

Weeeeeeee

2004-11-30T17:42:00.000-08:00

Hi hi dear diary...long time neber write blogspot le nehx...haha... these past days or weeks have just been slacking all the way. getting used to the midnights work le..but mi slp and eat timing all cock up liaoz le...haha....
Now...no love no nothing le....everything i have just suddenly disappear le..but know i must be strong to carry on de......Mei you wen Ti!! Ren jia bu li wo...wo bu qu disturb her......now life is like tat ...even no meaning...i still have to survive....only know tat in future, hope life will be better ba....
Than waiting for my true love to come....meaning Tan GUGU ah...haha...slowly wait la ba....bo bian also ... :| TATA!! got time than write in again le...now go play mi online game le~ :P

HEY HEY~

2004-11-25T13:07:00.000-08:00

Haiz... beri the sianz man...and tired ...afternoon blast mi techno cause beri the kpkb...dunno y tat stress sia....i go where cannot let mi have peace the ...home got problem. got problem wif gals...everything i do got problems to settle...feel useless sia.... till now still cannot settle.....
Woke at 5am which is now i'm writing ....so hungry...just now from work reach home neber eat lunch and dinner than the kpkb starts i go slp till now...sianz ji bua man..suan le...later on then go eat breakfast ba~ go play knightsonline le...

Dear Diary

2004-11-23T19:50:00.000-08:00

Today playing gunbound and lots of games like knights online ah...etc ...than xintian still the same dun speak to mi ...than i teaching rui shan to install and play gunbound~ than later going to work~ END~

Bought new Com

2004-11-22T20:12:00.000-08:00

Wah liaoz...sianz si nehz lehzz gotta fix up mi com hor...si bei jia luck one..but fun la if it works ....haha...hmmm..today is the day that i met xintian 1 month ago le...she still the same dun reply mi lehz....maybe time will heal?? i dunno ...use to it for pple telling mi to let go....haiz~
Missed alot of things sia....but nothing i can do to improve it le

Hey YA!! ssssssssssooooo happpi! :D

2004-11-18T18:28:00.000-08:00

Hehehehe..upload pics time! :D yesterday before i go to slp i go and wash the hongkong pics liaoz...hehe..finally rite?? :P love tat halloween night de pic. :P Hehe Let u all see see~!! :P

hehe...nice! :P real photo more clearer ...this one use hp nia..so not tat clear ah... haha

HongKong

2004-11-17T22:55:00.000-08:00

Yeah!! :) :) :) :) :) hehehe...love mi hongkong photos...just now go and wash it le..finally sia :P than now 2.54pm liaoz le..a bit tired sia..yesterday slp at the company..haha...shiok~:P Than just now at ginza play a while of CS !! woot! trash pple....but later part bei ta han...2 tired le...than blink eyes tat time Enemy come liaoz...haha. :P
Sianzation man..but that game was good...played at LanLab...not bad ah the com there...shiok ...than finally today will be the last day working for the week sia...OT 2 days liaoz..haha

YAwnz zi nehx

2004-11-16T17:57:00.000-08:00

Hmm..back from work, than early morning sianz si nehx sia~! bored at home and nothing to do le....later on still got OT ....than hab to go work again at nightz....getting more and more no life sia....only hope my true dream is coming soon...xintian and wendy i forget them le...now just wanna concentrate on pple who really love me de.
Than nothing more interesting to do i go play my game and koonz liaoz...go company also think i hide one corner and slack liaoz :P
Than think friday or saturday go ktv wif mi frens liaoz.....friday i sure go out hab fun de....go riot liao...than go i tink bugis or suntec or plaza sing there play ddr~ haha..must jio marcus to train wif mi liaoz...love to play alot of credit wif him...lol.....play till sweaty sia....ma chiam siao kia~!

Dotx~!!

2004-11-15T17:29:00.000-08:00

Wah liew....yesterday de blog no more le...4get wat i write tat nehx...lol...pai seh sia..got short term memory de mi~ than only remember issh at company slp till i song lo~! :P Hmm...about love life....only know i dun like wendy anymore le....met her..go church...than like tat nia...confirm gareenteed + chop no feelings or love sparks blah blah..

Than just now 16/11/04, just came back home de nehx....getting a bit more and more curious about jo's fren....lol...name is yuan yuan...round round round and round sia :P hehehe....Than hope to get to know her better. and see her drawings...etc got time also can take her to mi house see mi wall paintings...hehe....my evil Quuacky and Kyo from kof....got draw the haliluyah boy, but anyhow one tat one...love my evil quacky the best nia..

Than now 9.29am liaoz...dunno wat to do sia...got to check out internet mails all that than also mst check the pricing for the computer i wanna buy...hope can pay by installments sia..dun wanna 1 shot kill la~ Chorrr lehzZ~ k k .,..tata liaoz. next time than write in again ba~! :)

Hmmm...back from work just now.

2004-11-14T19:29:00.000-08:00

Hehehe...jst now at work slp sia....beri shiok...first time in the morning not tat tired lo~ :P
But pek chek is just now work tat time the last few hours...lol....si bei tu lan the defect....one bloody polishing scratch need mi super mircoscope and must X500 then can see a bit nia...defect so small sia...hate this type of defect..hope got bigger defect to check more better...haha :P Got texture/polish scratch = Ma Fan de yao ming~! :
Hmmm..Than joreen wanna intro mi to her fren...now still know her as "Bi" still dunno her name yet..lolx.. Than a bit interested in her le...know how to draw is the most important thing sia..wanna see her draw...and take a look at her drawings...maybe got sparks come out in both of us?? who knows rite?? haha...wish la...dunno yet...but see destiny le..dun hope for much thou~
Than Also dun wanna care about xintian le....if really i will be interested in this fren of joreen than i even though got feelings for her, but i'll try myself to 4get her...now is like almost le...dun wish to miss other pple and fall in love wif others...hope pple do the same thing as mi....one thing is if anyone say to mi to fall in love wif her to make her forget her ex... = forget about it man...moi not a sparetyre...look for others ba~!

Went to indoor stadium

2004-11-13T09:08:00.000-08:00

Hmm....went to the indoor stadium for the chc thingy....not bad la...like to see pple happy i also happy....den abit tired sia...2 day neber slp...lol...pastor preach moi ai koon ai koon sia~ :P
Than know a few pple there...got eh...charlotte, jasmine,joanne,henry, then if not wrong is emily ba...than her frens....etc........hmmmm...lol...ma fan rememeber so mani de names...lol :P
Than after tat service thingy go lau pa sa ....that wendy wanna buy food go home makan.....Go there, i buy drinks...thirsty sia~~! :~~ got the drink= shiok ah!! na bei....go in 4got to buy water than thirsty like hell....also no mood sing..dunno wat song lai de. :P
Hmmmm oh ya leh.....sianzation is kanna tio the rain lor....½ way there liao..Than drizzle....okie la...drizzle i dun mind.....left 1/4 than siao eh rain like siao~ than ma chiam drench ducky sia!! ~:O drink rain water sia...haha~
Now at homeZ le...home sweet home~!:) go bath liaoz feel shiok sia!! hahah....now at com type this blogger...than later on need ta orh orh liao le...tired...if later still dun slp = break record 3 day neber orh sia.....i need mi bao bei slp le soon~ next time than type ba!! :)

Went to plaza sing

2004-11-12T14:08:00.000-08:00

Hmm...went to see forgotten the movie wif mi frens..not a bad show also...than now back home msn chat and irc chat...so cold sia...covering my self wif moi blanket~~ hehe...hmm....wanna have fun all the way le...go slp first..nothing to say le...byebye

Sianz..

2004-11-10T18:00:00.000-08:00

Haiyo...wat the hell i doing sia at work...day dream ah....cowz...si bei pai seh sia....haha...dunno wanna laugh anot....today slpy go work then use wrong machine to operate my checking...than the RQ tech stress sia...haha...he say Fu Le wo.... :P
But anyway....today actually mi last day of the week to work,,,but later on i still go work...hehe...double pay leh!! got OT ....good pay= can buy thing le....Just now at work slack at corners sia....neber slp nia...haben find good position yet....later on at work again go tour for hiding place liaoz .. . hehe :P
Now about love ah....this thing...not dun wanna care le..Jst gonna take my time to find my really true love ba..haiz....will love come to mi~??~ or should i go find...think i leave it to fate ba!!

Woot..!! Jin Shen Bai Bei~!!

2004-11-09T17:34:00.000-08:00

Hmmm....just came back home from work nia...now 9.35am liaoz....dunno y the whole night like i jin shen bai bei sia!!! must be the GNC i drank b4 i go work wor..!! next time every time i work than i drink...haha :P
Than now chatting wif wendy,belindaa and RuiShan on msn...later before slp must dl "old boy" sia~~ saw in the movies ...but shiok...beri nice..wanna see again..if cannot dl i go cinema see liaoz le~ haha :P

Fuck! dun care le

2004-11-08T17:54:00.001-08:00

Fuck it...for wat i care....Gave up on xintian le...she wanna cut or wat her problem le....ask her important question to mi than call mi lame...Fuck! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! Na bei chee byee~ idiot.....Dun love or like her anymore....necklace gonna throw into the sea liao~
Now i will officially concentrate on my dreams le....dun need worry for others` who die not my problem also....Fucking stress at work liaoz still got problems. Si bei tired la...fucking gonna slp liaoz....kan ni na tired...

Back from work le~

2004-11-07T17:51:00.000-08:00

Yawnz~!! AH!!! si bei tired...just now worked from yesterday 8pm to just now 8.15am sia...haha...quite fun la actually...but at 6am like tat i like zombie walking here and there le...than Now at home...going to bath soon le..than play a while internet ...download animation than orh orh le...
Hmmm...dunno is xintian slping or still ignoring mi sia...dunno wat i got do to make her like hate mi or avoid me de.....Was i wrong to disturb her??? haiz...who knows ba...does god know??
Anyway...now these few days like keep day dreaming sia...dream of my childhood dreams of being actor and singer...haha...at bus listen to discman...na bei ~~ feel like open mouth and shout out the tune and song sia!! Moshi MO, himme Ga, Hitomei Ta Na~~ :by da pump~
Haiz....now 9.51am liaoz le..think i gonna knock out soon le...no reply from xintian yet...think dun disturb her le....later agar i will know she wun reply mi and suddenly offline de...Gotten used to being ignored...so i can't do anything but to accept the truth ba~ Zzzing soon...........................BUT FIRST~~~ smking break le....smking is gd. helps me not think so much~ got stead = no smk no Stead = smk lo~

YawnZ~!!!!!

2004-11-07T01:13:00.001-08:00

Yawnz~!! wah...si bei tired sia~~later gotta work at 8pm to morning 8am le..transfer to night shift liaoz...think work night shift i wun think so much le~~Than come back from home i think slp..eat...than work...all the way le..
Anyway...its 4.14pm le...hab to go get ready to go to work..now eating ...very hungry wo...slp from 7am till 4pm sia..... a bit like no life rite?? haha....but bo bian ...night shift more pay lo...so its a bit better ba...
At love side..still confused dunno wat to do le...wana like someone else anot i also dunno...already make mi confused till jia luck..dun wanna take any actions le...take mi time now le....

Back from the movie "old boy"

2004-11-06T13:40:00.001-08:00

Hmmmm..the story line is very good de nehX~!! like it beri much...haha first time see R21 show sia~ a bit of R(A) wor...but than the tatics of the show beri good....wonderful...can say best of all strategy shows i have been to...~ woot@@
Just now watch this show at plaza sing~ than saw huitingz ....hmmm...she siao ah! haha...like gan chiong spider walk here and there sia~! muahhaha...sms her she also neber reply lor!! si cha bo! :P
Than oh ya!! 4got to mention, at 3plus met RuiShan....not a bad gal..quite da cute sia! haha...than take her go kim yoon to apply for the tv thingy...Than went to marine parade there...go church a while liaoz than buy food for her sister~ she live in luguna sia...not a bad place..got swiming pool some more lo!!
Than after whole meeting issh then meet ray at ps first, than daniel they all come later. Btw, before the movie starts at 1.30am~ i solo go play 3rd mix of ddr sia...haha...dunno y cannot concentrate wor! at 4th song i die off by mi regular song "do it all nite" sianz ji bua lehz!
Got pple see mi play i pai seh when fail sia~! (but hope i will improve de!! jia you andrew san!!) Yawnz...now issh 4.50am liaoz le...dun wanna slp yet..dunno y...think of the show..thinking of love...thinking of alot of things. Since i'm carefree le...but i dunno y sometimes is like i'm waiting for xintian to contact mi....dunno should i take the first move or should i wait.....haiz.........
22th is the date when we first met...the first time i enjoyed myself really well...missed her alot...but dunno wat to do now le....is there still hope?? is she the one??? will there be love?? will there be a chance??? who knows...maybe there is??? maybe there is not??? does she even like mi??? is she playing mi all the whole time??? If she love mi before, y does she ignore me??? If i will have contact her, will she be happy?? if i say i love her....will she love me back?? if she says she dun like me, wat should i to do??? if she says she like me, will i have the courage to face her again after the ignoring?? wat should i say to her if i should meet her??? if i dun care her, who will?? does she want pple to care also?? If she says she does not like mi, can i accept this fact??
No more ifs le...think dun tink so much le...see how fate have installed for mi ba~

Back from suntec~~

2004-11-05T09:11:00.000-08:00

Woot woot!~!~ haha..tired sia...just now go suntec dance ddr 5th mix wif marcus ~~shiok ah`! Played 4 credits and sweat like hell sia~~ long time neber hab so much de fun le lor!!~!~ hoho.~~
Than before hand we played Counterstrike~~ and i win him wor!! woot woot!! HEY shit~!! neber claim my treat sia...the bet is one drink~~ hehe next time must suan him liaoz le.. 50frags and he got 21 when he VS mi sia~hehe~~
Hmmmmm...tomolo hab to bring rui shan to the kim yoon there..she wanna act~so hab to bring her...go there...take photo than apply for it...den dunno do wat le...tomolo than continue ~~!

Back from the movies~!

2004-11-04T06:39:00.000-08:00

Hey yo yo yoz~!!! check it out sia~` loved the movie sharktale..~!~ woot! sibei funni...althought no one pei mi watch, i also enjoying the show~ haha...tired sia....think i lost in 4th mix of dance dance revolution liaoz :P 1-4th mix still can play heavy sia~!
But extreme mix si bei not used to it le....haha....now training again le.....hope can become like the past~ play till i siao...play 10 credits of heavy mode wun sweat de... :P hehe...now play 1 credit = sweat like no body's buisness sia~ haha........
Hmm...then even i no stead, no one likes mi hor....who cares ba....dun wanna care so much...now is enjoy myself more better....enough of escaping reality....y should i care if no one likes mi...if the person likes me, then i will gib my best to the person~ if not....she bu li wo...= i'll not Fan her lo~ easy as ABC......
So.......now is like tat lo...althought wish someone will drop mi a "Hi" message..... tats the only wish i got...if there is none...so be it....used to it le....so Hope i have fun all the way...wait for the somebody again lo..... chaoz~! tomolo than write again....gtg take mi fren go apply to act in TV le...wish her beri gd luck also wor!! :P

Yoz Back in singapore le!~

2004-11-02T05:52:00.000-08:00

Yoz~! back in singapore le...hmmm.....arrive in singapore tat time ...a bit of no mood de actually~ But today, at work...think tink tink....yesterday also think think think....than realise........HEY~! damn it...wat am i doing sia...not mi style to worry anymore tat i promise myself...so for all the world~ fuck care liaoz!! who cares!? i dun care~ if u care~ than take care lor!!!
Hmmm.....going to anyhow take finish the temp~ camera and wash the flim...woot! took pictures wif hongkong pple....they wear ghost costumes..and beri ke ai the noR!~!~ woot woot! Than have the pic liaoz than make it into an album le~~ my trip to hongkong~ Best AH~!!

2nd day in hongkong!!

2004-10-30T11:13:00.000-07:00

Second day in hongkong le...tomolo night time going back...just now go out wif parents to dunno wat mountain ah...na bei...climb 240steps to go up and see the statue of budda~ haiz...sianz man..........
See hongkong the shops so many many things i wann to buy but dun wanna spend so much sia...than sianz...all speak alien language to mi..(cantonese)..........Den si bei pek chek like all saying something about mi and i dun understand....now bad mood le....sianz
Tomolo go back singapore liaoz. come back = next day work...hmmm..planning to do website for this trip le....now 2.55am liaoz le....sianz ah.....dunnno wat to do..later soak mi self in tub at hotel le......
Tomolo....dunno wanna buy wat liaoz....either buy shoe or shirts de......next time go holiday go wif mi frens le...and go somewhere i know the language liaoz ~~ tata...go back singapore liaoz than continue mi blog le.`~~

In hong kong le....

2004-10-29T10:32:00.000-07:00

Woot~~ i'm in hong kong le...miss singapore sia...haha...hope everything issh fine sia.... now found this lan shop in hong kong...wooot sia~~ haha....den wish to go back le...miss xintian sia..but....haiz....see how ba...hope she reply mi soon wor!!! wish mi luck....
Today buy quite a bit of things....haha...saw one vcd about dogs de..than buy also liaoz...things quite cheap here...not bad....tomolo than continue ba~~

To Xintian

2004-10-28T14:00:00.000-07:00

Hi to xintian....when u are reading this, i think i not in singapore le....but dunno let u read will add to ur worrys anot....but anyway...want to tell u wat i feel before going to hongkong le.... Think really gonna miss u alot...i bring ur pic wif me there.

Hope u will not cut again...u promise mi le k?~ than Even thou i read ur blog, i sometimes will be very sad cause i see u miss people, but not me de.......these past few days thinking on how to solve this problem....i drink, i smk, i do lots of thinking again.....want to cry but i did not....maybe because i was thinking i'm a person that people will love for, yes, and only last for a very short time.

Only wish u be happy and dun bu li wo okie ma??? if u really dun wan mi to love u, than be it ba...i cannot stop people from not loving mi as u told me i cannot stop waiting for u....
Good luck in ur exams and tat hope when i come back from hongkong....i wun get a sms from u saying i'm lame or wat so ever...sometimes it hurts my heart to hear it from you.

Okie le...now 5.07am le....time to bath and go changi airport to board plane liaoz le.....than later i at 5.40 or so ...dunno wat time la.~ will sms u about this thing i want u to read. Anything can just paste a comments on this thing ba....... Last thing to tell u. dun be like mi gal phobia. already said ..u are not mi ...watever i say,maybe u say bad about me ba...really wanna cherish this relationship or frenship. Dun wanna say further le......later u think i Fan...i maybe worry alot.

But hope u dun find me a 2 good person as u say also...than wish u good health and blah blah blah la....byebye~ hope to see u soon again...without u ignoring mi and hope u speak to me ba.

Bye bye to all

2004-10-28T13:22:00.000-07:00

Now time is 4am le...going to hong kong liaoz..going to bath...haiz..still miss xintian...hope i come back she will not have boi phobia and love mi again...but seriously hope she have a good life and that her ex ...:~( accept her again ba...haiz~

Going to hongkong le~

2004-10-28T11:02:00.000-07:00

Hai.....going to hong kong in a few hours time le....quite miss xintian...told her things i dun mean de...very really really loved her de..but thinking y everytime i love a person 100%...the person will not trust or like mi back de......maybe i am not suppose to be loving people anymore??~ haiz....
Now is 2am le....really dunno wat i can do now...feel like messaging xintian.....cannot slp sia....yesterday drink beer at jurong east......drink le 3 big bottles than go home feel really sad...long time neber try go love people le.....life is so boring i tink without xintian..... hoping that she will come back to mi smiling ...but all will not happen de....i know cause she will still miss her ex de.........i'm a guy that always lose to people's stead......

Yeah...blogdiary coming out le!

2004-10-28T10:09:00.000-07:00

Yeah...finally completed my bloggy le...hehe....hmmmm........today just now go clementi play arcade...counterstrike....play untill shiok!! woot@@ hehe..knifed alot of pple also..shiok ah~!